grrr. maplestory is realling killing me. like literally. i died like how many gazillion times alr. okay exaggeration here slowpokes. sheesh. and this grp of maple users are really getting on my nerves. argh.

"eh don ks lah"
"get lost i came first"
"please go to some other places or switch channel"
"stop ksing"
"kser"

AHEM. like how do u define ks. KILL STEAL? KILL SHOT? okay it may seem totally ridiculous for me to blog abt maplestory but im just killing time and at the same time venting my anger.

kay back to the point. these freaking bloody grp of players just like to make a hell lot of noise and then if u don get out of their way. they defame you. tsk tsk. like HELLO?!? does the place even belong to you.???? thats my question. and its damn irritating lah. so if ur so pro. u can just kill all in on shot so nobody can so called "KS" you. freakin brainless people.

dont mind. im fuming mad.

SO. MY DAD'S PMS HAS COME BACK. there is no such thing abt men having their menses. im just making things up. okay shant elaborate tho. or else i'll be bitching about my own dad which is really not that nice aye. lol.

maybe some happy news to cheer myself up. SCHOOL WILL ONLY RESUME NEXT FRIDAY! YAY!! hahahahah. thats damn cool. no more sickening faces from all the teachers. no more naggy tones just the week off for us cause there is also NO HOMEWORK!! double yayness! heh heh. finally a break from all that tough sch work. ive been really hardworking during lessons now in case all of u havent noticed. wahahha.

so i talked to him about myself. i think im a total failure. you see, i dont do well in anything, really. okay lets say studies. im like very average. scoring abt 60+ in tests. and my own parents are demoralising me. har. how great. okay so sports, worst still. shall not talk so much abt it. hahaha. so music. here goes. i uesd to think i had a little weeny bit of music talent. hahahha sounds silly. but then. i realise later that music really isnt my thing. my piano gave up one me. i don care less abt that freaking chinese gz. and singing really fails me. so heck. oh maybe i could really make art my profession. but tsk. ive got no art inspiration i only do my basics well. lalalala.
and then my looks. argh i alr feel like a loser. i have hideous looks.

and i was told : count your blessings, not your weaknesses.
haha maybe so. maybe i just havent really found what im really good at. so yeah. let nature take its course. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

im still really pissed at maple. . . . .