!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE HOLIDAYS ARE SO BORING. how boring are the holidays?!?! SUPER BORING. boooooorinnnnggg. didi mention how boring the holidays are? okay. they are boring. BORING. super duper hell boring!! B-O-R-I-N-G. it spells BORING. with a capital B, O, R, I, N, G. bam.

the chinese homework given is already a killer itself!! argh. a form of suicide. waiting to suck my life away. chinese sucks. plus homework?!?! nothing blows. argh. lets see.

1. newspaper scrapbook by 11/7
2. composition (500 words up) by 27/6
3. read 2 chinese story books. tested after holidays.
4. revise chengyu250 (however you call it in english -_____-) tested after holidays.
5. read 5 chaps of the chinese tb. tested after holidays.
6. memorise chinese poems (omg. this sucks) tested after holidays.
7. 4 times of journal writing. 27/6

"HAPPY HOLIDAYS" (in chinese) the teacher typed after she typed the above. wtf man. i suck in chinese. i cant survive. going to be crushed under this whole mountain of chinese homework. they are in CHINESE. oh crap. stupid laoshi. give so much. and still say what HAPPY HOLIDAYS. happy my ass. oh man she. arggh. forever giving so much homework. at least we dont have so much for maths. and other subs. grrrr. big BOO. boo boo boo! i bet the other classes' teachers dont give them so much homework. shud have just dropped out of hcl!! and worst still. we have the chinese O's next year! omg. chinese sucks officially. for me. i mean. it had always sucked. it never blew.

and worst still! i cant go out! my mum wants me to stay at home and accompany her. arggggh. and now im stuck at home. staring at this stupid computer screen the whole day. i cant even like go town for a single hour. oh. im so not complaining. okay chill, van. chill. argh.

oh yeah. so i asked my mum just now.
"can i go in to the labour rm and see u give birth." (okay. i sound like a total retard)
"nah. only ur dad can."
"so did daddy ever go in the labour room before?"
"he always said he wanted to but then last minute chicken out"

hahhahaha. my dad acts tough sometimes xD but i think i wud chicken out too. imagine the bloody scene. omg. i'll faint. and the cutting of the cord. whoooots. i'll get nightmares. but its kinda cool lah. to see ur own baby sister's birth (excluding the bloody part that is). whooooooosh. anxiety (:

woww. long post. whatever. i'll go on. don mind me. i need to kill boredom. kill. hah. i went to imm just now. to the supermart. was doing my mum a favour to buy groceries. then while i was queueing up. this auntie behind me said "hey miss, go to the express queue right at the end. its very much faster" (in chinese) then i was like "uh, ok." so i left the queue and went to the express one. and then i saw the stupid bloody express queue. crap. it was so damn long lah. like it was double then the first queue. and moreover, people din have the "express" number of items, which was like less than 10. i was pissed lah. so i wait and wait and wait. and i saw that stupid auntie paying for her things while i was like only at the middle of the SHORT queue. im sacarstic-ing. stupid auntie. aunties are liars. TSK. maybe not all. lol.

Like tomorrow was a gift
And you got eternity to think about what'd you do with it
What would you do with it
What did I do with it
What would I do with it
Someday I hope you get the chance
To live like you were dyin

i find this song very meaningful ((: