hais. its getting worse everyday. really ya know. it feels like the whole world is agaisnt me. bad feeling. now i know what its like to feel so. i dont know.. it just feel so weird and stuff. rather depressing too. hai. i miss grace and diana. i never feel like that when im with them. they always make me feel special. i miss that feeling. when grace's mom will treat us something to eat whenever we go to her house, when diana always crack silly jokes, and grace the chatterbox always make sure no one's left out by talking our oh-so-common topic, and when diana adds in some fun stuff. i guess thats what missing in my life. i wish we were still in the same school. DE LA SALLE. it was really fun then. they were the greatest gifts given to me in my life, besides my family.

WANTING thanks for being there for me todayy! i really appreciate it.. its really great. to have someone still there for you.. and for giving me the great advice yeah. but its not really true. i still trust you!! yeahhs. dont think that way.. it only happens to some peoplee. yeppps. but still. thanks. i felt relieved when i poured everything out to you. THANKS WANTING!! I LOVE YOU!!