yesterday was the worst day ever. we let it out. couldnt take it already. i had to go buy something. so i went off. went to orchard. took bus7. it brought back some memories.... the busdriver ruined it. bumpy ride. i almost vomitted. i bought the stuff and went to swensens alone. ordered a big plate of spaghetti. i kept stuffing myself with the noodles. i felt better after eatingg. maybe that was the solution when ur feeling down. okay. i see. u really think its not worth the tears yeah. here i am thinking that it was a real pity at how things turned out to be, but there u were thinking that its worthless. maybe so. and i seem to be the only one at fault. do u dare say that u didnt make a fuss out of it? i think you did. perhaps i was just being oversensitive. or whatever. maybe i made the right decision. cause it really seems like u all think that is not worth it. so i really dont see the point of patchingup. its sad, the times we spent together. happy times. i guess its all over now...

thanks alethia and hannah, for trying so hard to bring us back together. but it didnt work out for me. sorry. and also wanting, joanne, serena and the others who showed concern. i will try my best to cheer up. thanks for everything guys.


im joining netball. my mum and dad said yes.


i could just pick up the pieces,
but to you, this means nothing,
nothing at all.
-simpleplanperfectworld